Body I Know

God I'm so scared to go, I'm so scared to lay with a body I know But suffering tied into lust might not be making things right, right now And I'm there in two pieces though, I want him so bad but he wants me to go And he won't say it cause I won't let him but I can feel it, it's there Face down by your bedside Can you smell the desperation on me Can you tell that I've been waiting all week Can you see the marks I made in my sleep They look a lot like tattoos If you haven't made your mind up by the weekend I can never see you again God I'm so scared to go, I'm so scared to lay with a body I know But suffering tied into lust might not be making things right, right now And I'm there, in two pieces though I want him so bad but he wants me to go And he won't say it cause I won't let him but I can feel it, it's there I kind of like when you don't talk back When you stare into space like that When your heads not there at all Someone offers me a cigarette I haven't smoked since we first met Now I'm looking for my next withdrawal And I would've loved to be there in your car and watch you drive down the pacific coast Down from the sea to the highest heights that those redwoods go And I've climbed up peaks that look down on the wind But my dear you're still the highest I've ever been I've ever been God I'm so scared to go, I'm so scared to lay with a body I know But suffering tied into lust might not be making things right, right now And I'm there in two pieces though I want him so bad but he wants me to go And he won't say it cause I won't let him but I can feel it, it's there