screwed it up

Ill start today making my way away Who says you have to wait to have anything And I know what you rly want it isnt just me Thats what I wanted to but you screwed it up more than you can see I want to wake up dead Never feel a thing again And I wont be scared of it I just need to pretend And im not even sure if im pushing falling away But your arms ive held onto are loose to me Cuz the words that come out of your mouth is mold on my skin And by now I bet you regret ever letting me in I want to wake up dead Never feel a thing again And I wont be scared of it Cuz everything is just pretend And I think I want you to know All the places that id rather go Than be with someone who understands How I feel And it hurts that youre so much like me And I write words the way I think they should be As far apart as can be