tailspin

It feels like, yesterday was a decade ago And I've been so dazed as my story unfolds Now the worst of my fears saw right through all of my charades 'Cause I was 14, had the world in my hands And now I'm dying, and I don't understand How a couple of years can make anyone feel this way A misconnection, that's all it takes To be one one more of my mistakes I barely recognize my face There isn't much more I could say You set my world into a tailspin Lost my senses, no direction in a whirlwind Gave attention, now there's tension Always nеrvous, never evеn got your name I can't believe I let myself down Expectations couldn't make them, I'm a mess now Devastated, I'm not waiting got myself out Knew I had to leave that place I don't get like this too often Stay in line, pay no mind I'm exhausted Now I'm working overtime for no progress Fog is slowly blinding me And I could write a thousand words But it wouldn't matter Not a single one is heard, all is lost in the shatter Guess I don't have any worth, so I'll just sit here silently 'Cause I was 14, had the world in my hands And now I'm dying, and I don't understand How a couple of years can make anyone feel this way You set my world into a tailspin Lost my senses, no direction in a whirlwind Gave attention, now there's tension Always nervous, never even got your name I can't believe I let myself down Expectations couldn't make them, I'm a mess now Devastated, I'm not waiting got myself out Knew I had to leave that place