Heaven I'm Coming Home

I'm looking right down the barrel contemplating my life Getting harder to fight everything is not fine I feel when I walk i'm a ghost alone in the night Feel more dead than alive why should I even try I'm bottling up all of my pain Put on a front and smile on my face I had enough think I'm insane Do the same and still expect it to change I'm running up up on my time cruise control on while i'm crashing my life Is it pretend is it a lie I can not tell the difference in my mind So tell me a story I know you rehearsed it and i'll believe and say alright It's driving me crazy how I'm feeling lately and you seem to be doing fine Tell me that I'm gon' be alright even if it is a lie Cause I'm running over this weight on my shoulders for everyone to see a smile So take me away I need a place to escape I'm feeling so far gone and its time to meet fate I'm just a rolling stone with some smoke in my lungs I'm gonna leave this earth heaven i'm coming home So take me away I need a place to escape I'm feeling so far gone and its time to meet fate I'm just a rolling stone with some smoke in my lungs I'm gonna leave this earth heaven i'm coming home I'm coming home to a place only way it to fly And everyone knows I'm the one Remember me when I die All on my own stuck in my head Crying out to survive I'm on my way never return Slowly seeing the light So tell me a story I know you rehearsed it and i'll believe and say alright It's driving me crazy how I'm feeling lately and you seem to be doing fine Tell me that I'm gon' be alright even if it is a lie Cause I'm running over this weight on my shoulders for everyone to see a smile So take me away I need a place to escape I'm feeling so far gone and its time to meet fate I'm just a rolling stone with some smoke in my lungs I'm gonna leave this earth heaven i'm coming home So take me away I need a place to escape I'm feeling so far gone and its time to meet fate I'm just a rolling stone with some smoke in my lungs I'm gonna leave this earth heaven i'm coming home