Dying

You hoes move on quicker then us Sometimes I wish I was hit by a bus You cry for a little and then you don't care For you, I was always there Months have passed and I still can't move on But men we gotta stay strong I loved everything that you'd do Without you I'd be fucked helplessly Someone won't you please help me I hate myself thinking what I did wrong But I don't know guess romance is gone I'm screaming but no one seems too see It won't be long till I rest in peace I'll try too hold em off but the demons winning Act happy stay always grinning You haunt my dreams almost every night What I'd give for just one more night They seem so real but it never is Don't wanna wake up if it never is Don't wake me up if it never is It never is It never is You wouldn't even call my phone if you thought I was dying So tell me why the f*ck you act like you care I'm tryna live life but you're always there But not physically I know Just in the photos on my wall It's pathetic I know But I'm so lonely without you I'm holding back on taking drugs Cause I don't want them to replace our love It's easy to just pop or blaze up and give up But I don't know I could still have a shot