The Fall

I'm so sick of riding this wave I'm so sick of riding this wave I just want things to change But things are still the same (Ouuu They Let DaRipper Out Hahaha) I'm just tryna change 21ST MOB I done been down on my ass I done seen my darkest days I done been down on my ass Momma said I need to pray I done been down on my ass Still stuck in my drunkish ways I done been down on my ass Still looking for brighter days I done been down been down been down been down So sick of riding this wave I done been down been down been down been down I'm still tryna escape I done been down on my ass I done got so numb to pain I done got so used to the weather That I know it's gone pour when it rains I remember my darkest days couldn't see cuz it was so black I remember my darkest days where I couldn't even wash my ass I know it's gone pour when it rains I done got so used to the weather I was looking embarrassed standing in line tryna eat from the homeless shelter Mama got mad cuz I wouldn't seek help but she wouldn't understand My pride got involved ima get it on my own that's apart of being a man Don't ask for no help go get out the mud so be it struggle on your own When you put your hand out they gone hold it over yo head until the day you gone Ima walk upright ion really give a damn I'm bad all by myself I know if I can't afford it ima leave it sitting on the shelf Man this shit so crazy I remember them nights I had no heat in my home Kyanna brought a blanket and we fucked all night until we both got warm Til this day I still got that blanket it's not like I can't afford another one I live all by myself I could save that money for something Something big like studio time but for now I'm just paying bills I just wanna pursue my passion 9 to 5s are a buzz the kills I done been down on my ass I done seen my darkest days I done been down on my ass Momma said I need to pray I done been down on my ass Still stuck in my drunkish ways I done been down on my ass Still looking for brighter days I done been down been down been down been down So sick of riding this wave I done been down been down been down been down I'm still tryna escape I done been down on my ass I done got so numb to pain I done got so used to the weather That I know it's gone pour when it rains Have you ever been down Feel like you was 6 feet underground (Underground) And the weight of the world is weighing you down it's weighing you down You can't even take a round you take a round (A round) Have you Have you ever been down been down Where the weight of the world is holding you down (Hold you down) And you feel like you are 6 feet underground Underground Underground (Underground) Ouuuuu Yeah I done been down on my ass I done seen my darkest days (My Darkest Days) I done been down on my ass Momma said I need to pray (I Need To Pray) I done been down on my ass Still stuck in my drunk ish ways (My Drunk ish Ways) I done been down on my ass Still looking for brighter days (Ahhh) I done been down been down been down been down So sick of riding this wave (Wave) I done been down been down been down been down I'm still tryna escape (Tryna Escape) I done been down on my ass I done got so numb to pain (Numb To The Pain) I done got so used to the weather That I know it's gone pour when it rains (When It Rains) I know when it rains I know when it rains I know when it rains yeah Ahhhh Ahhhhh Ahhh Ahhhh Ahhh I KNOW WHEN IT RAINS I KNOW WHEN IT RAINS