Distress Under the Stars

Late nights are better cause I'm all alone Ain't nobody blowing up my phone I gotta be honest I do better on my own The ones you love will always hurt you If only I had known What should I do What could I do But lock myself inside my room And sit underneath the moon Reflecting on my mood I found my hope in solitude I've been awake for hours counting the stars But I lost count so I gotta restart I write down some lyrics but I only fill a couple bars How am I supposed to write from the heart If I had it broken into parts I try to put it together but it always falls apart They expect me to be there for them when they fall But when I stumble they aren't even there for me at all Distress under the stars I try to run away but I don't get too far I thought that we could go to Mars but it was just too far Distress under the stars I try to run away but I don't get too far I thought that we would go to Mars I drink a little coffee I don't wanna fall asleep Cause in my dreams I'm surrounded by things that always bother me The world is just so pretty but the people on it petty It's so upsetting it's like the ones I love backstab me with a machete That's why I sleep with one eye open Don't try to get close I'll say I'm good but know I'm broken End of conversation adios I don't wanna talk about it Leave me alone Go figure out your own issues before acting like you know Distress under the stars I try to run away but I don't get too far I thought that we could go to Mars but it was just too far Distress under the stars I try to run away but I don't get too far I thought that we would go to Mars I'm sick of feeling lonely I've got so many doubts inside But no matter what my friends will tell me I will refuse to step outside Caleb will you come and hang out We just wanna see your face But I don't listen to their pleas I'm too busy drowning in disgrace I know deep down that if I left my room then I'd feel better But the sense of doom I get from thinking Makes my head feel lighter than a feather The future is cloudy I'm scared of the weather But I will embrace myself proudly And try to work with the pressure Distress under the stars I try to run away but I don't get too far I thought that we could go to Mars but it was just too far Distress under the stars I try to run away but I don't get too far I thought that we would go to Mars