Low Spirits

I've been hanging by a thread Said you had to cut me off In terms of mental, I've been dead, body not too far I've been overdosing on you, mostly dozing, hit snooze Who am I to choose, lonely hoping for clues I forgot how you said it Brains burning blackened at the edges Words replaying in my mind Kind of scrambled, signed with stresses All aboard, expressions hit you like a train You don't wanna deal with that, so I'll hold the pain Was on the cusp A stab through the guts, it put me back Low spirits, hang my heart up like a plaque You killed me, brought me from the dead, just to watch me die again No amount of money I could give to buy a friend Haunted by a memory that i hardly remember You cost an arm and a leg, so I'll promptly dismember, to your pleasure Living in the past, time is moving forward By the time I get my closure my death is only closer I fell in love with the pain Can't rise from under a train I'm hanging off of the plane On foot, a ball and a chain You got my head in a noose, double knotted just in case I need a friend to cut me loose Ain't nobody care to save Was on the cusp A stab through the guts, it put me back Low spirits, hang my heart up like a plaque You killed me, brought me from the dead, just to watch me die again No amount of money I could give to buy a friend Was on the cusp A stab through the guts, it put me back Low spirits, hang my heart up like a plaque You killed me, brought me from the dead, just to watch me die again No amount of money I could give to buy a friend Demons peeking through my window So I installed a tint though Sometimes I leave it open But please stay quiet tiptoe Outside I see a figure I can make out your face You tell me give Into my urges, ain't no brighter days Give my blood a taste, don't let it stain the carpet If it stays inside, it's a waste Shoot out like a rocket You cut me open, for the fun of it Looked in my mind, then you were done with it