Safety Net

You were my safety net You said it's safe to vent Will I die or will I strive? Let's place a bet Don't know why, I'll just make with it I'll still try even though you're faking it You don't love me, you've always been above me Looking down, pity's all that you'd entrust me Calm me down, all you can do is numb me But it won't disappear, we ain't near The light at the end getting farther and farther The hole I'm in always getting darker and darker You tell me have some faith, but I'm running out of ways to say that it's okay It's just a regular day, the cycle goes on Everyday I live is just death prolonged So I just sit here singing my song, was kind of hoping that you'd sing along Maybe life is too long, or maybe I'm just not strong Either way, me and you just feels wrong Caught me when I was falling, I had felt so alone Back when days were uncertain and fate was still unknown I ran in circles just chasing my tail, I couldn't sleep You were my purpose, my meaning, the only reason I wouldn't weep But now I'm just free falling But now I'm just free falling But now I'm just free falling But now I'm just free falling, so appalling Where do I go from here? They say the end is near, so celebrate that All things happy end with tears, right? Drink up, yelling cheers, right? Running from my fears, right? But you not here I don't feel right, I don't feel life I don't wanna fight the good fight, cuz I always die on soil that ain't mine I don't wanna act right, cuz you tell me to You take the pen say don't write I don't wanna fly, cuz my wings are sore I just might soar if you'd come back tonight You're the stars in the night Eating all the planets that surround you in one bite Caught me when I was falling, I had felt so alone Back when days were uncertain and fate was still unknown I ran in circles just chasing my tail, I couldn't sleep You were my purpose, my meaning, the only reason I wouldn't weep But now I'm just free falling But now I'm just free falling But now I'm just free falling But now I'm just free falling, so appalling