Red Tears

My eyes got crushed by your gaze I got my breath cut by your ways And I fear I fear I won't stay for long I opened the door for you Mad I'm going mad I guess now I could drown without pain All of this could've been skipped If only destiny had shut the door Got my car stuck in this little street Wait is this reality I guess it is since there's fake everywhere You have to be fucking mental To want to live around rats Even cockroaches feel friendlier My tears are made of blood I guess that's why I keep seeing red Everyone's in a free-for-all Even the people upstairs can't help us I didn't know existing was so expensive They don't teach you at school to be heartless Because life is gonna f*ck you over No it's only economy and shallow dreams They want you as a robot not a person You're a number not a human Got my car stuck in this little street Wait is this reality I guess it is since there's fake everywhere You have to be fucking mental To want to live around rats Even cockroaches feel friendlier My tears are made of blood I guess that's why I keep seeing red Where were you when I needed you That's alright I guess I'll figure it out on my own The easy path seems sketchy I think I'll go for the one with bumps We're close close to midnight Does it mean tomorrow will be better I sure fucking hope so Now I build my own hope Otherwise it's way too slow And I've got no time to lose But on this goodnight