The Verdict

Dehumanized by friendlessness Isolated with a yearning hope of becoming invisible A nauseous miasma of oppression Sowed the seed of rage and darkened my psyche I won't endure I won't accept I won't surrender I won't consent anymore Hard to believe lightning strikes twice in the same place I've been deceived by the safe harbor promise There's only a boat sinking in a sea of whiskey Where I see your reflection of abjection sharp as of my father I am not your maid, I am not your servant, I am not your property No more humiliation, no more provocation, no more manipulation I can't suppress anymore the despicable thoughts towards you It fuels my fire the way you frown at me with your churlishness and belligerent attitude Ah, the sharpest sword is a word spoken in wrath I can't hold your hands with a clenched fist I can't hug you with a knife in your chest I can't caress you with a scalped head To prove that I exist I must kill you Eye for an eye for all these years of abusiveness and assault Bloody retribution to cease my wounds that never heal I breathe adrenaline I crave blood to quench my thirst A hammer to your head finally puts you to sleep I must kill you once again even though you're already dead Ironically you were always hammered But now you've got a real hammer deep down your skull I fear a single hit is not enough and you must pay for everything you've done to me Asphyxiate as you have suffocated me Cornered, intimidated, and kidnapped my freedom Stab you multiple times as you have pierced my heart Decapitate, aching to flaunt my trophy Dismember you into pieces and eat all your raw flesh Ingest and digest you inside of me to turn you back into shit Because that's what you are, that's what you are! Aus so krummem Holze, als woraus der Mensch gemacht ist Kann nichts ganz Gerades gezimmert werden