Flatline

Yeah It's Envy Bitch I turned dirt to diamonds You'd think that where I'm from you'd expect me to be excited I just got to many scars And for my entire life I've never done nothing bout it Constantly overthinking Be all up in my mind They all say that time heals I'm not friends with time I be slowly blinking All the pain in my eyes They won't care while I'm here But they'll care when I flatline It's gon be sad times I'm afraid this my last rhyme Be wonderin' when I'm gone will she find another one The sad truth is life moves on Trying not to do no wrong always end up doing wrong Why does pain last this long? Life is weird soon as we born death is a foot race Thinking bout my scars I end up crying on my good days I isolate on bad days Lately it's been all bad days So I hope I'm not alone when it gets closer to my last days My best friend as a kid is in the county we so old nigga Head spins like I'm dizzy that's why my life be out control nigga Really hope I find love Before a nigga blow up Cause really if I don't can't see fake love so I'm afraid I might go all in with a gold digger Heart is ready broke nigga If I find my lover really hope that she can sow nigga Loyalty and love the most important hope that y'all get it Cause if I was to die today lord knows real well that I didn't Don't know happened used have more drive than a car Still reminiscing everyday about my fallen stars They see me smile but inside I'm boutta fall apart It's a blessing and a curse that I love so hard Bitch I turned dirt to diamonds You'd think that where I'm from you'd expect me to be excited I just got to many scars And for my entire life I've never done nothing bout it Constantly overthinking Be all up in my mind They all say that time heals I'm not friends with time I be slowly blinking All the pain in my eyes They won't care while I'm here But they'll care when I flatline It's gon be sad times I'm afraid this my last rhyme