I Was, Pt. 2

I was cold in my winter coat Now I have a goose on me and my wrist still froze Na not yet maybe never gotta invest Approved of I'm a walking check Listen Like I'm Phil knight Bitch niggas shoot like do we still fight Been harnessing my demons catch a body yes I still might Money come first am i being selfish? you damn right If i eat my Niggas eat to I was taught right Been sip puff sippin for the pain I'm at new height You hear what I'm spittin so you know I got stripes Respect on my name lil nigga ion got time My hurts more rip to my ones who lost time Me and God been rocky for a minute we played dice He took shit away to put shit in me and I payed the price Locked up for a week but it felt like life When you at the bottom it gets to you mentally thats just life Reason I was locked up the system all fucked up How you pay to learn in debt for life get ya bucks up Dropped out first semester threw my fucks up I'm doing great with the gang don't step up That's when you'll mess up Money on my mind like it's made for me Bossing up to fast you might think it's something make believe Fighting wit my demons, cover my insecurities like it's maybaline When you gettin money it taste good like I'm making all these pastries Girl why you texting me I don't want your love but with you I'll keep it sexually I got all this pain in my heart it's from mentally Let's talk about it We could really talk about it I done seen obstacles it's nothing cus I walk around it Being broke i can't allow it All I think money we could talk about it Fucking hoes I'm all about it Huh And getting breesh Ion got time for myself so how you gon make time for me That's one question Scared to love one confession I got all this pain in me I don't feel present I got all this pain in my heart I might not see heaven And it's tough I got all this bad luck And it's tough I got all this bad luck And it's tough I got all this bad luck And it's tough I got all this bad luck But life is good man I was cold in my winter coat Now I have a goose on me and my wrist still cold Na not yet maybe never, gotta invest Approved of I'm a walking check Like I'm Phil knight Money on my mind like it's made for me See me in the box it's all twelve like I'm hercules Only scared of dying can you pray for me I got all this pain in my soul it's from spiritually F*ck damn