PARDON ME.

Verse: Pardon me if this is sad, but mother dearly miss you bad I can't even hit my dad, the voicemails I can't listen back And in the times that I am happy, praying that these Feelings last I relapsed, couple months ago I was smoking gas Then I had a trip attack, had so much pain up in my back Swore, I was done with alcohol and then I went and filled My glass I never liked you for some reason in the future with my Past I'm spending money from my stash, I swore that I would Make it last I try to vent in therapy but she's not always there for me This is not discrediting the fact my system cares for me But when I'm deep inside emotions only God can carry Me For some reasons I don't know, he needs me here Apparently Been focused on me moving out, but truthfully I'm Terrified Of being on my own, cause it feels just like it's a scary Ride But if I don't do anything, success will leave me paralyzed Or maybe it's just all up in my head and this is a pair of Lies Hook: They telling me to fly but the sky seems so far away For the moments that I live, I pray I heal my scars today Feel like gods my only parent, yet I still feel I'm alone Will I make it fore' its way too late? I'm scared to be alone They telling me to fly but the sky seems so far away For the moments that I live, I pray I heal my scars today Feel like gods my only parent, yet I still feel I'm alone Will I make it fore' its way too late? I'm scared to be alone Will I make it fore' its way too late? I'm scared to be alone Will I make it fore' its way too late? I'm scared to be alone Verse: I know I mentioned moving out, been thinking bout Solutions now Tell me what we're doing now, I don't have to go prove it Now This life is just a fairytale, but now I know me very well Heavens what I'm reaching for when going thru a scary Hell I done seen a lot in life, it's more than I would care to tell They moving like a hare back home, but this time they Going carry shells Killings at the grocery store, don't know where to go no More These cops be scared to open doors to stop the ones Unloading more Been reading more and focused on some things that I Don't know for sure Our life is just a game to them since they the ones that Hold the score Behold the pale horse during times of uncertainty Don't be afraid to get what you want, and just don't work For free Your gift is like a currency, exchange it til you learn to be The one you always dreamed of being, see the vision Perfectly The one you always dreamed of being, see the vision Perfectly