Goodnight

Look, I Look, I Look, I.. always talk about the top cause I'm tired of the bottom Yeah, I'm tired of when I'm stressing, always reach for the bottle And how I always roll another, that's been always the motto Shit used to fill me up with joy but now that feeling is hollow Try not to let it get to me, gets better tomorrow But it's been a long week, I start to drown in my sorrow Try to swim, looking for strength, who's got some strength I could borrow Can't let em see me showing weakness, cause they see and they follow My sisters looking up to me to take the role of a model With anything they need, I told em with whatever, I got em Feel my problems will be gone if I just hit the lotto As if my problems disappear at the sight of a dollar But It's deeper than that, I just keep my foot on the throttle Anything to rise above, I do whatever I got to But I'm tired of this shit, feels like I keep losing the battles I never been the type to quit, so why it feels like I'm bout to? Damn I close my eyes but I'm losing the fight I try to see the good but I'm losing my sight When will it end, I'm going through it again And I had a bad day, can I have a good night Can I have a good night Can I have a good night Can I have a good night When will it end, I'm going through it again And I had a bad day, can I have a good night When will it end Remind myself over and over again, every night, to focus what's important I'm losing sight, I close my eyes Hoping for some happy dreams and nightmares to be gone by the morning This life be funny, don't it Got the Glock fully loaded Aim at the man in the mirror, cause that's my only opponent With this pen, I'm a poet, breaking free from his cage Down bad, if you ain't noticed, it's prolly cause I don't show it Caught between being heroic and I need to be saved Feel I'm on the curb with my cup out, I just need me some change Killing the pain but always wake up feeling the same Don't ask me why I pop these pills, that's how I'm sleeping these days Cause if I don't man, these voices always lead me astray I felt this way for too long but still the feeling is strange That's just the game of life man, how long we willing to play Too much to ask for a good night with what I'm dealing with today? damn I close my eyes but I'm losing the fight I try to see the good but I'm losing my sight When will it end, I'm going through it again And I had a bad day, can I have a good night Can I have a good night Can I have a good night Can I have a good night When will it end, I'm going through it again And I had a bad day can I have a good night Close my eyes I'm losing the fight I had a bad day, can I have a good night Close my eyes I'm losing the fight I had a bad day, can I have a good night