Nightmares (feat. Animal323)

I live in fear like I'm new around here Shit I thought after a while, I see it all now clear But I'm still finding my way, clutch, kick it in gear Now two hands on the wheel now whenever I steer The thought of losing control, man why that scare me so much I tell myself give it a rest like the police with cuffs I walk around with some scars, the pain deep as the cuts When you had knives to your back, you wonder who could you trust? That's why I keep the circle small, world full of fake friends No matter how hard I try, this life won't ever make sense Flashbacks feel like winter, can the season just end When you scared to remember, don't want to feel it again But f*ck it, I'm still here just holding my nuts They never said it'd be easy but man this life shit is tough Always said I want it all, am I asking too much But I fear I'll get it all and it still won't be enough, damn Living nightmares When will I wake up How much longer How long can I hold on, feel I'm losing my grip Living nightmares When will I wake up Tryna break free from this prison of my fears I can't wake myself from this nightmare A living nightmare, that's what this life has been I'm sure that you would say the same if you saw the the shit I've seen Feels like I'm in a bad dream, always on repeat I wanna wake up and runaway but always seem to trip, damn My biggest fear is that I'll never find my peace I see darkness all around me like a storm is coming in Battling a thousand demons and there's only one of me All this pressure on my shoulders got me buckling my knees, saying... Lord please, could you help me find my strength Help me understand these problems, gimme answers to this test I just wanna let it go, close my eyes and get some rest And finally have a day where I don't have to deal with stress When will it end? Or am I asking for too much I just wanna come in first place, I'm tired of being last Feels like I'm driving with my eyes closed, how long before I crash I just gotta keep it pushing, hoping one day I wake up from these Living nightmares When will I wake up How much longer How long can I hold on, feel I'm losing my grip Living nightmares When will I wake up Tryna break free from this prison of my fears I can't wake myself from this nightmare Living nightmares I had a dream, I had everything, and still it wasn't enough, damn Living nightmares But I learned everything just ain't what it seems, just ain't what it seems Could live a life, light hits and it gleams Till you peek over the fence and see the grass looking green And then you start to wonder bout the happier dreams Then you quickly realize that it ain't what it seems If this is life then we gotta be strong, yeah I know If this is life then we gotta keep on, yeah I know Keep slipping as I climb my way up Feels like a bad dream and I still can't wake up, damn If this is life then we gotta be strong, yeah I know If this is life then we gotta keep on, yeah I know Keep slipping as I climb my way up Feels like a bad dream and I still can't wake up from these Living nightmares When will I wake up How much longer How long can I hold on, feel I'm losing my grip Living nightmares When will I wake up Tryna break free from this prison of my fears I can't wake myself from this nightmare