Today

And I just wanna let it go today Roll my problems in a blunt and watch 'em blow away And if I'm lost, don't wanna let it show today I just wanna navigate this life like I know the way I'm on the road but not too sure about the destination I feel the need to speed it up but not sure what I'm chasing I guess I'm just a bit afraid of being stuck, complacent My mom says to give it time and it'll come, be patient She tries to tell me that I need to learn to let it out Keep your emotions bottled up, that shit ain't good for health I try pretending like she don't know what she's taking bout But deep inside, I know she's right but too much pride to ask for help I'll handle it myself, a lotta shit still can't get over Pops told me give it time, you'll understand it when you're older He says he would change a lot if he could do it over Now he's gotta live with that and that's a life lesson for ya And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today Tell myself that it's all in my mind Just look on the bright side but I'm blind And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today I don't know if I'm missing the signs All I know is I'm tired of trying And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today Lifes always been a uphill battle And we tired, but we say that we don't need no ladder Tripping and we falling as we climb up higher And I try remind myself a lot of shit don't matter But I'm worried bout my brother cause he's hooked on powder Fiending for his next hit like an on deck batter Hope he finds that power to break out that pattern Cause his children need a father, that's what makes me sadder But f*ck it, cause me stressing ain't gonna get him off it The path of plenty souls, heavy woes, before they lost it For now just be happy he ain't laying in a coffin But too many still alive but dead inside, I've seen it often This shit can get exhausting Tryna stop the world from turning you stone colder than Steve Austin But still I rise, head to the sky even when they looking grey and cloudy Just for today won't let these feelings drown me And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today Tell myself that it's all in my mind Just look on the bright side but I'm blind And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today I don't know if I'm missing the signs All I know is I'm tired of trying And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today I don't know Why I can't let it go I just wanna let it go Today, today, today I don't know Why I can't let it go I just wanna let it go Today, today, today Look, I've spent my whole life thinking that I know stress Remember stressing as a teen, focused tryna get sex Now that I'm a bit older, hear me bitch about checks But I wonder once I get that what I'll bitch about next Just look on the bright side, I've been trying to lately Know my problems ain't shit compared to what they going through daily Cause my cousin lost his baby and I wonder how he keeps from going crazy Member that when I'm bitching and complaining And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today Tell myself that it's all in my mind Just look on the bright side but I'm blind And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today I don't know if I'm missing the signs All I know is I'm tired of trying And I just wanna let it go today I just wanna let it go today