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Shrugging my shoulders, out of control Not much to do, sit there in silence Watching, listening, brain is reading the room I twiddle my thumbs, there's not much to do Watch the flowers bloom, life's a circle roundabout, withered they dying soon Depression, permanent, not seasonal, I got a demon inside me forever Puppet master, pulling strings, ventriloquist, heart cold Artic still warm, no fire in December I'm a iceman, can't come where I live Too cold, you won't survive through the winter Do not disturb, do not just linger I'm the one to blame, so they all pointing fingers Got blue light, moon ain't full shape, it's a crescent Taking out my phone, light can't see, need luminescence Ungrateful, this life is a blessing If you get to pressin, I'll take out the weapon Back off fore I slice you like a melon Sticking to my gut, boy, I'm never second guessing Smoking on 10 blunts, got me faded, so refreshing Weed filled up in my lungs like a damn balloon Helium in my lungs, I'm tryna sound cool High pitched, get your larynx cut, like you smoking on a juul When you come around, don't be acting like a fool Never listen, cause you exaggerate the truth Only want the bread, bitch I only want the loot Keep my shit together, forming habits like some glue Addictions, I'm battling demons, they wanna come in Knock on the door, but I just ignore it Go to sleep and feel weight on my chest Paralyzed like I'm facing death Got a death wish and I guess it came true Anything could happen, but you already knew Thinking I'm fine, boy you don't got a clue Got a message and it is, f*ck you Got a death wish and I guess it came true Anything could happen, but you already knew Thinking I'm fine, boy you don't got a clue Got a message and it is, f*ck you Got a death wish and I guess it came true Anything could happen, but you already knew Thinking I'm fine, boy you don't got a clue Got a message and it is, f*ck you Got a death wish and I guess it came true Anything could happen, but you already knew Thinking I'm fine, boy you don't got a clue Got a message and it is, f*ck you