bad.guy

I'm the bad guy, I'm the bad guy, I'm the bad guy (I'm the bad guy, bad guy) I don't wanna be the bad guy, only cause I like to keep my head high Really think I'm playing you on purpose, well that is not the case Gotta put emotions on standby (standby) After everything I'm bout to change up (change up) Do you really think I can explain that? (Can I explain?) I know that it will, I cannot listen to the past You got no excuse, so I will leave you in the trash I got an empty heart, just can't get it filled Is it wrong to wanna start a overdose on pills? Can you please tell me, can you please help me, cause I don't wanna live the rest of my life in hell I'm traumatized, yeah I'm traumatized, but in the end I know I'm the bad guy I'm the bad guy, I'm the bad guy Ooooo So many things in my past had to go through, staying out late doing shit I'm not supposed to They did what they wanted but I did what I was told to But I never went against it Cause I don't wanna be the bad guy, only cause I like to keep my head high Really think I'm playing you on purpose, but that is not the case Gotta put emotions on standby After everything I'm bout to change up Do you really think I can explain that? (No I can not) I know that it will, I cannot listen to the past You got no excuse, so I will leave you in the trash I'm feeling traumatized, insecurities I'm feeling heartless, got so used to people using me Now they be telling me that they're scared of losing me I'm just so tired of living this fucking life cause I don't wanna go through a life like this, too much pain to try to digest I can go on and smile and have tears, but I'll still feel (traumatized) lifeless I'm lifeless, yeah I'm lifeless I still feel, I still feel lifeless, yeah I still feel lifeless But I know one thing is I don't wanna be the bad guy, only cause I like to keep my head high Really think I'm playing you on purpose, but that is not the case Gotta put emotions on standby After everything I'm bout to change up Do you really think I can explain that? I know that it will, I cannot listen to the past You got no excuse, so I will leave you in the trash