Cycle of Breaking

It was so peaceful (Uh, huh) It was so peaceful (Uh, huh) It was so peaceful It was so peaceful It was so peaceful Remember back when things were really so peaceful Life stabbed me real deep like a needle So many problems that made it hard living Thought I would die but a chance I was given Uh, I'm breaking again Ohhh Here we go again, bout to lose another friend I'm overly obsessed but I know I'm irrelevant Don't wanna talk about the what ifs Don't wanna know about what we could be Sometimes I feel like a puppet In the end, everyone just loves to use me Honestly you can just go and use me I don't really care no more Stuck in my head, I'm fighting myself I'm losing this war Staring at my phone, I'm waiting for a text staring at my screen, I'm waiting for a call Feeling so cold, you can blame my ex Feeling really traumatized, I don't wanna fall Breaking, breaking, no not again Look at me now, I'm losing more friends Changing, changing, no I'm not the best But I swear I'm doing what I can Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Remember back when things were really so peaceful Life stabbed me real deep like a needle So many problems that made it hard living thought I would die but a chance I was given I need a break. F*ck this shit