Broken

You've been catching flights To different cities, for some dough (Dough, Dough) I've been in the yo, I'm tryna focus on my goal (Goal, Goal) I'm really having trouble Tryna fight against this tide… I've been in the yo, I'm tryna focus on my goal Tryna see where I can run Tryna see where I can hide I sit here to myself I gotta ask and wonder why (Why?) I'd have to put it on the line (Line) itsLial You've been catching flights To different cities, for some dough I've been in yo, I'm tryna focus on my goal Tryna see where I can run Tryna see where I can hide I'm really having trouble Tryna fight against this tide I sit here to myself I gotta ask and wonder why Like why'd I go all out And put it all out on the line This pain I hold within I feel it eating me so slowly It's funny how these people feel They really think they know me My heart it feel so broken(broken) Been walking all alone Man I'm feeling hopeless I don't feel like anyone Can help me cope this God give his toughest battles To the ones that's chosen I ain't really felt myself Been going through the motions At times I feel the urgency To express emotions But when I think of you I tend to lose my focus At random times I cry Because inside I'm broken I lay next to my phone Hoping you gonna call me Feel like you moving on And that shit just scars me I relapsed to this drank It's fucking up my body Reminiscing on them days I called you my shawty I know that times done changed And deep down I'm sorry You're still the only one I want here beside me I love how you be looking And moving ya body I'm only seeing you When I'm out at these parties You wanted me to talk Gotta do more than sit and listen To feel just what I'm feeling You gonna have to pay attention Just a UnderRated nigga Tryna make it out the trenches Been calling on you Lord Because I really need some healing Can't focus on my music Think it's time I let it go Been having mixed emotions Had to put em in a song See I ain't mean to do you wrong But deep down there's a feeling You ain't ever coming home You've been catching flights To different cities, for some dough I've been in yo, I'm tryna focus on my goal Tryna see where I can run Tryna see where I can hide I'm really having trouble Tryna fight against this tide I sit here to myself I gotta ask and wonder why Like why'd I go all out And put it all out on the line This pain I hold within I feel it eating me so slowly It's funny how these people feel They really think they know me My heart it feel so broken(broken) Been walking all alone Man I'm feeling hopeless I don't feel like anyone Can help me cope this God give his toughest battles To the ones that's chosen I ain't really felt myself Been going through the motions At times I feel the urgency To express emotions But when I think of you I tend to lose my focus At random times I cry Because inside I'm broken