Mentally

I been stressing all alone I think I need some help I'm tired of sharing my problems don't nobody care I'm so mentally drained I think I lost myself I wish I had my own world where ain't nobody there I been stressing all alone I think I need some help I'm tired of sharing my problems don't nobody care I'm so mentally drained I think I lost myself I wish I had my own world where ain't nobody there I've been tending to myself a lot here lately Being stuck in the night Without the light is what has made me I don't bother the world I can't afford no one to hate me It's like I don't wanna be bothered but I do I can't explain me It's like I wanna be alone but I want someone beside Me nobody understands these thoughts in my head oh besides me It's a battle that I been facing with myself Its been me vs me I can't blame no one else me not being mentally stable hurting my health Even when someone really genuinely mean it They'll tell me sum but I'll never truly believe it I don't need no love at all yea you all can keep it I've been trying new things to better help my mood I've been holding on with all that I've been through I can't name all the times I said that I was through With this life with this world even with music too All the things I have done and things I had to do I done sacrificed so much for things I had to do I've been feeling so lost If only all y'all knew If y'all knew all what I've been through y'all be hurting too I've been telling myself Marco you gotta break through Do this for you And For no one else I been stressing all alone I think I need some help I'm tired of sharing my problems don't nobody care I'm so mentally drained I think I lost myself I wish I had my own world where ain't nobody there I been stressing all alone I think I need some help I'm tired of sharing my problems don't nobody care I'm so mentally drained I think I lost myself I wish I had my own world where ain't nobody there I've been struggling so hard anxiety attacking me I be feeling paranoid like someone's after me Waking up with a bunch of scratches demons after me You know what it's like to get in your mood and shut the world out Type of mood that make you snap so quick to cuss em out When I really get angry it's hard to make a sound Bad energy and vibes I just can't bring around So when I get up in my mood I just move around Even if I mess up the slightest the people bust me out So every time I trust the world the people let me down That's why I'm back in my mode and ion wanna speak And ion care what I'm going through my people gone eat I gotta couple ride or dies to scoop me off my feet And I know they ain't perfect but they believe in me Ima take my stand and prove sum so just keep watching me I just wanna let y'all know I give the best of me And I've been up late writing these songs so I've been losing sleep I got so much more to say but Ima end the beat I got so much more to say but Ima end the beat I been stressing all alone I think I need some help I'm tired of sharing my problems don't nobody care I'm so mentally drained I think I lost myself I wish I had my own world where ain't nobody there I been stressing all alone I think I need some help I'm tired of sharing my problems don't nobody care I'm so mentally drained I think I lost myself I wish I had my own world where ain't nobody there Yahhhh Yahhhh