Forgive Me Lord

Makin plays but it’s always been a struggle Comin from environment you feel like it’s the jungle I been moving loud but you know I’m staying humble Niggas talkin beef always quick to start a scuffle Look I ain’t here to playing no games Tryna sell me beats yes I’m talkin bout Ye let me chill I ain’t bout to say no names Niggas acting phony but they all just be the same Spitting real shit ya should peep game Talking crazy only I can take the blame It’s hard to see the vision with a stain on ya name Looking in ya eyes and shit just aint the same While you living in reality I been playing in a game I been living in the false I think I’m ballin like I’m dame Instead of caring bout these, I should be proud of what I claim I almost took a fucking L, like what the f*ck am I insane Forgive me lord please, just take away the pain Flushing demons I promise that I ain’t the same Forgive me lord please, just take away the pain Flushing demons I promise that I ain’t the same Rolling up and writing bars is how I free my mind Always talking bout later but this is grind time Just copped the Jesus piece so I gotta let it shine All ya fake niggas had to leave y’all behind I gotta get it I told myself that this is go time Just my shawty and my bag that’s what’s on my mind Had to cut some people off and that’s fine You can’t make it work when there’s only one trying Had to speak my mind can’t sit back and stay silent I just found my inner piece and that’s worth smiling Always gotta keep it real no matter how you feel Deep down inside everybody need to heal Late nights chillin watching wizards Bradley Beal To make it gotta have mentality like in the field Dealing with anxiety just ain’t ideal Be honest with ya self and keep it real Forgive me lord please, just take away the pain Flushing demons I promise that I ain’t the same Forgive me lord please, just take away the pain Flushing demons I promise that I ain’t the same Lately I been playing pain like it’s a game Talk is cheap if you ain’t acting what you saying Walking round masked up just like I’m bane Use to look at me different now it’s the same So ironic how they flip and how they change How they opposite flip them and they the same Had to switch my styles and rearrange Getting older realizing certain thangs Some how I ended up caught up in the mix Writing riddles if you catch them caught the trick Feeling guilty when I thought that I was slick When I thought that I was, yeah