Disturbances of the mind

I'm not the kinda man you think I am Then what kind of man are you? Let's take a look into my psyche No please... no I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand Of my mind I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand Of my mind See I don't see much of black and white More like red at night It drips from eyelids Almost all the time And this pain is killing me inside my head So it drips So it drips So it drips, like the veil on the floor While I sit at the porch I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand Of my mind I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand Of my mind And I just wanna cut And I just wanna cut And I just wanna cut the things inside my head See i've been seeing many dreams Many nightmares Many fucking night terrors Yeah Yeah I see them replay a thousand times in my head Am I going insane? Ha! ha! ha! May I speak to you guys for a second? I feel like I'm going insane Like my mind is just losing it I feel just leaving F*ck... I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand Of my mind I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand I dip my toes in the sand Of my mind I leave (I dip) I leave (I dip) I leave (I dip) I leave (I dip)