434AM BALCONY FREESTYLE

It's 4:34am on the balcony, just up thinking I'm Back in that mode, back in my zone I just watered my seeds, my flowers they grow I'm touching new heights, above the ozone Looking outta the plane, thinking I cannot go home Sick of the relationship fallouts, man i'll cross 'em all out I ain't working on shit with you niggas, friendship call outs Fighting with the fam, you'll think this was the brawl house Told bro I needed to ISO, he told me to ball out Don't you hate when the ones showing love, start showing envy You acting immature, my nigga you gotta be kidding We can all be eating, talking money, nigga it's plenty Tryna stay blessed, but i feel better when I'm sinning I keep having migraines, cause my mind stay wondering Anxious for my future, but my past steadily haunting me Said I'm over shit, but really I wanna put niggas on gildan tees Then end my night asking God to forgive me please But ion really care bout that, stop asking how I feel bout that Just to make it, and to feed my people, boy I'll really kill bout that My 9 done fucked a lot of people, it probably gotta STD Bullets shooting diseases, it's amazing how he ain't deceased Shit crazy, like I'm really here chilling with my feet kicked up. Let's elevate I can't sleep a full a night, I'm having dreams bouta wealthy future Call me teddy vandross, make a house a home, like luther Told God to wash my sins, and do it soft, man use a loofa Then I turned around and went and brought another shooter What the f*ck is wrong with me, too many nights spent over east I knew that i was different, when i got excited for robberies I could never go back to where I came from Climbing down the ladder feel too shameful That's why i stay focused, but nobody really notice They just think I'm taking breaks, when my goals really unfolding I'm done with the balcony, get up out this seat Headed for the elevator, up to the penthouse suite I'm Back in that mode, back in my zone I just watered my seeds, my flowers they grow I'm touching new heights, above the ozone Looking outta the plane, thinking I cannot go home