SOS

I been goin' through alot ain't nobody know I been callin' out to God, he ain't near the phone I been goin' through it, I been goin' through it Need someone to come and help me, I'm a fuckin lose it I been goin' through alot ain't nobody know I been callin' out to God, he ain't near the phone I been goin' through it, I been goin' through it Need someone to come and help me, I'm a fuckin lose it Life's has been gettin' really hard lately, damn If I talk about it then I'm called weak, damn Tryna talk to God but I think he hates me, damn Feel like no cares so I don't speak That's how I feel all the time All of my pain I keep it inside I work at a job that I fuckin' despise, that's not a surprise I rather be home just writin' my rhymes When the f*ck am I gon' make it? My patience really runnin' low I just wanna be the greatest I'm takin' the crown and the throne But, I haven't been happy in months I'm fightin' my demons they fuckin' me up I haven't been sleepin' well I even had thoughts about killin' myself Where the f*ck is God?, cause I need the help I'm twenty four and I feel like I failed already Watchin' my peers succeed I'm chasin' my dreams and haven't achieved I'm tired of takin' these L's already All that surround me are clouds that are grey The cats and the dogs are the sound of the rain I'm prayin' and hopin' for some sunny days Feel like my happiness locked in a cage Something gotta fuckin' change Nowadays I don't even wanna put a smile on my face I shed so many tears I'm drownin' in my pain I been goin' through alot ain't nobody know I been callin' out to God, he ain't near the phone I been goin' through it, I been goin' through it Need someone to come and help me, I'm a fuckin lose it I been goin' through alot ain't nobody know I been callin' out to God, he ain't near the phone I been goin' through it, I been goin' through it Need someone to come and help me, I'm a fuckin lose it