Conversations

I feel dazed, For days Till I get paid I'm guessing that's it comes down to Working till the day I collapse Time goes by and it's elapsed My mind goes in circles that's a couple laps It's like a maze man that's a trap Till I realize I'm stuck in my own head I write down thoughts till my pen dead Things that I been through and shit that was said All the doubts, goals, dreams, and sleep that I missed Moments that I missed Fake love and people that just took my loyalty for a fucking game When I'm up keep your energy the same Now there's more to go around for my team Gotta keep my head high as hard as it seems there's weight on my motha-fuckin shoulders Cause I just want to make my son proud of me But I have a feeling he gone be a prodigy Cause it's been passed down through biology I don't know the right terminology But it's common sense basically I want to talk my shit through creativity Rhymes so smooth it hits their ears amazingly I ain't looking for anyone to favor me But ima Dissect the game like it's anatomy I feel a lil faded, Sedated They hit me we that he said she say Ion really care what they say Ima keep doing my shit till it pays Ima have to call a rain check I'm too busy tryna multiply what I barely got Till it's something I never had Counting my blessings So I can see through all the negative Im not a daily baker,But ima a bread maker I don't need to show off I'm not a faker I use to be shy to rap but I hit icebreaker Ego death I arose from my coffin like the undertaker You might be a noise maker But I'm a peace maker F*ck with my family and I can be a law breaker Wishing I could go back to feel a couple things twice Having conversations with myself like rolling a dice Am I paying a price With these long nights Wishing I could go back to feel a couple things twice Having conversations with myself like rolling a dice Am I paying a price With these long nights Wishing I could go back to feel a couple things twice Having conversations with myself like rolling a dice Am I paying a price With these long nights Wishing I could go back to feel a couple things twice Having conversations with myself like rolling a dice Am I paying a price With these long nights