End Of Time

Maybe tomorrow my moment will come But for today I'm writing till my fingers go numb Or even focus on making a new income Making plans and goals to achieve the dream Put together a plan or arrange a new scheme Be financially free and leave But can't over see The struggles that made me to be The person that I am today Cold feet in the summer time All covered in thickened grime I've walked so many miles in my mind a day Wondering what life could bring me some day Stuck in the past like it never really ended The days where my eyes were to be low Smoking on the doobie rolls in the studio Collecting the best of the best audio Fake people wanna be around me adios Filled with negativity I might just overdose In need of vitamin E that's my diagnose Energy on E I believed it was me The one that had to let everyone down Or be the one to make everyone proud Now it Feels like I got the worlds weight on my mothafuckin' shoulders On my shoulders Thinking that I had it in my palms hit the drums test the toms Make believe stuck in a fable Many fake people at the mothafuckin' table I tried to square away my circle But it was like reaching for the stars impossible Drama steady hitting my way it's improbable People think other wise Thinking the rumors are wise words from who Maybe the demons that trying to get to me After finding ways to block them out With the diablos grass I had a stash With the diablos grass I had a stash A remedy that made me go greedy I tried my best not to disappoint my parents Somewhere along the way I ended up careless Not proud of the one I was becoming Maybe I was meant for succumbing So I'm feastin' on these words So I'm feastin' on these words These rythms they flow Deliciously they go Through the ears of my peers Could it be worse better or fear Till death is near so we sweat it, Uh Call me an introvert or pathetic The way that I'm living quiet in the shadows Lurking through and through till I find the next door Opportunity calling me or might it be the devil Afraid of the future can't sacrifice change So uncanny cold mysterious furious A book never read before it gives you the chills Never the less the mind wonders till it fulfills Spiraling down a path considering popping pills I just gotta fight I just gotta fight I just gotta fight I just gotta fight till the end of time I just gotta grind I just gotta grind I just gotta grind till the end of time I just gotta I just gotta fight I just gotta fight till the end of time Whoa ohoh (I just gotta fight) (I just gotta fight till the end of time whoa)