Let You Go

I could not let you go it was gripping out my soul I was tripping out my hoe- I was dripping out my clothes I been falling they say the strongest letting go I been calling I guess that you been letting go I know I fucked it up, I could feel it in my soles When I'm walking over shells, tryna keep it on the low Meant to leave it in the past, tryna get into this growth I been stalling (pause) guess I couldn't let you know Had you on my mind but, trauma guiding all of my goals Can't put it all on the line, too many times been down that road Afraid of what we could be would rather struggle on my lone I been bawling never thought I'd get to this low Love been hard for me ain't ever been easy The ones I love most same ones that been leave me Hoping that you can change, darling you been sleazy Wishing for you back Aladin where's my genie Late night in the city, tired of the liquor I been feeling shitty, my tummy getting sicker The higher that I go, the faster my vision flicker But my homie rolling runts and we got plenty of swishers My heart been feeling empty from the substance that I put in it Shouldn't have been this petty, maybe could've made a difference Baby I hope you let me, cause without you than what is this I been tryna find my purpose but you took it now it's different I'm just saying, (pause) maybe we could go back and fix this Put all the pieces together like playing Jenga in yo kitchen Cory with his Topanga boy meeting his world with wishes Do anything for you back, even asking Santa for Christmas Love been hard for me ain't ever been easy The ones I love most same ones that been leave me Hoping that you can change, darling you been sleazy Wishing for you back Aladin where's my genie Love been hard for me ain't ever been easy The ones I love most same ones that been leave me Hoping that you can change, darling you been sleazy Wishing for you back Aladin where's my genie Shout out Studio X Shout out Zuko, Shout out my mom and my dad Shout out to everybody man Shout out to Yonex Shout out to Tankshop baby Shout out to my homie Rich on the east coast Shout out to my brother Sean, Shout out to my brother James Shout out to everyone who believed in the kid man Shouts out shouts out shouts out man Young kid, young kid from the east coast baby And I been living in the bay for the past three years And I been just tryna chase my dream been tryna make this music, been tryna make shit happen And now it's finally coming to fruition And so my message to anybody listening to this track and listening to this album Is God bless you thank you so much for buying this shit And on top of that go chase your fucking dreams Don't let nobody tell you you cant do shit, that you aint shit, cause you know me I aint ever been shit, but now when i get a mic in front of me Iput a beat on that shit i am that shit I T S Y A B O Y CARR Its ya booooy carr