Prodigy

I been battling addictions I been battling afflictions I been sinning when it's quiet I been battling the friction Never quiet in the dark rattling to get attention I'm the heat inside the spark but I'm a walking contradiction Hating dudes talking that they really do it different Talkin the same shit I already seen the depiction Working 80 hours just to find the right position Cant out lap me it's the law of attrition Young vet on a warpath copy on the mission Show money show dummies calling it commission Can't fold under pressure Nintendo I ain't switching Honda to a hundo kinda living Trauma gave me keys to the game I ain't missing Those who hurt me do the same but I ain't dissing Humble in my movement snakes in the grass hissing Satan tryna f*ck with me yet i'm still living (Voice Message) Young kid getting older this year that I'm 25 Been a grip since Motorola's DC kicks I-95 Pushing on them two seaters many miles had the drive Pushing on them dials f*ck it we gonna do it live Young kid getting older this year that I'm 25 Been a grip since Motorola's DC kicks I-95 Pushing on them two seaters many miles had the drive Pushing on them dials f*ck it we gonna do it live I'm just praying I'm gon make it 'fore my clock stop ticking Some nights looking back wishing I had did it different In between homes I never had a pot to piss in Gotta double up po' up a cup make songs that they listen A white man so I understand I stand with privilege Listen past my skin tone the words I paint a image A young kid all alone still looking for his village Parents splittin as a younging fighting over visits Struggle with the concept of love as a commitment Can't get too attached I leave 'em all at a distance Seen too many lost when they life was at its dimmest Only marriage to the game for which I just stay consistent Hoping money will patch holes trauma with past hoes Repression with latched doors rapping unlatch flows Napping on past goals past all them last roles Like a garden in the summer this won't be my last rose (Voice Message) Young kid getting older this year that I'm 25 Been a grip since Motorola's DC kicks I-95 Pushing on them two seaters many miles had the drive Pushing on them dials f*ck it we gonna do it live Young kid getting older this year that I'm 25 Been a grip since Motorola's DC kicks I-95 Pushing on them two seaters many miles had the drive Pushing on them dials f*ck it we gonna do it live