P.O.P Music (Pain On Paper)

Yeah, oh-oh-oh-oh Yeah, oh-oh-oh-oh Yeah, oh-oh-oh-oh It's that pain on paper Oh-oh-oh-oh We came a long way off this pain shit, you know We came a long way Oh-oh-oh-oh Yo, ay, see my lil' brother in a hearse Uh, so worst come to worse We'll shake this bitch and put whoever on a shirt Buried all my feelings when lil' bro casket hit the dirt Dealin' with all my demons, I can't let go of that hurt Really had me fiendin' for a love I couldn't return They out here for self, that's why I sit back and observe I go back in my feelings before I go back on my word I go back doin' drills before I go back on that curve Can't expect you out of people, I can't make it my concern Can't respect it when it's given, you don't check it when it's earned Count my blessings while I'm livin', stand on business till it work Always pray for second chances, cause you don't get that shit at first And I just hope he answer, cause I'm antsy when I lurk They don't understand it, I done figured out my worth I remember bitches treated me, they had me at hello Turnin' down them invites, cause I can't go nowhere broke Don't know what life been like, I be findin' ways to cope Some shit just don't feel right, its just weird like this, I know Sometimes I don't get life, I just get out there and hope Dealin' with endeavors, I get clever, never fold Know it's gon' get better, I won't let up till we gone I'ma keep my head up and go head up with my foes I'ma get this bread up and go set us up a home I'ma write this letter, I'm indebted and it shows I waited, I was patient, I was pushin', I was blatant I was cookin', I was bakin', I was workin', they was hatin I was hustlin', I was chasin', I was losin', I was gainin Confusing I'm explainin', I'm doin', you complainin I was losin' me, every part I needed to be greater I was losin' sleep, doin' everyone but me a favor My clip got half a thirty, you can catch a snippet like a trailer I'm off half a perky, rollin' up this Za, in different flavors I was badly hurtin', tryna get us out of situation Went from state to state, all around the world tryna get them placements I couldn't half and half, I put all I had in what I'm chasin I ain't have to brag, got used to havin' nothin' but I changed it All them hateful smiles, but even if they ain't, I'm gon' be grateful Make my rounds, make sure I do my part in what I pray for Yeah, yeah, yeah Ayy, don't know what life been like, I been findin' ways to cope Some shit just don't feel right, it just weird like this, I know Sometimes I don't get life, I just get out there and hope Dealin' with the endeavors, I get clever, never fold Know it's gon' get better, I won't let up till we gone I'ma keep my head up and go head up with my foes I'ma get this bread up and go set us up a home I'ma write this letter, I'm indebted and it shows