Empty bottles (feat. NSS Jay)

Always 100 Been having a hard time lately Making music really just be helping me out To be honest it's literally like therapy to me I'm feeling so fucked up I think I overdrank Never sober life is such a fucking mess A lot of problems really wishing it was less Stand back on my feet I'm building up my strength Cleaning up my tears I'm wishing you was here A lot of issues but I'm better when you're here And let me hug you tight removing all the fear And I don't mean to be so cold my blood is cold Someone get me out of here I'm feeling nothing Everything was different back when I was loving Took a acid and I'm tripping but I'm feeling nothing And I can never love again cause all I feel is nothing yeah Smoking all the pain I can never love again I fell below and I can never go above again Wanna be above the clouds and never seen again I'm sorry god but I don't wanna live amen Told my momma pray to god that I don't crash this whip Steady going one fifty down the fucking strip Passing all the opposition's cause they're already dead Ptsd up in my head got me smoking meds Bodie's drop down to the floor all I think is red Sold dope up in my basement I was making bread Till my own partner bit the hand that he was fed So I pulled up to his crib erased his fucking head I'm feeling so fucked up I think I overdrank Never sober life is such a fucking mess A lot of problems really wishing it was less Stand back on my feet I'm building up my strength Two days later doing the dash on the fucking fed's Yeah I know you talk to cop's so I call you Fred Should of never saw me coming down the fucking steps Yeah you know what I did seen him caught his breath Yeah the word I'm living in is black and white yeah Sparking up another blunt I'm gonna fly yeah Tryna talk to me but I am really dry yeah I'm really high but I am gonna cry damn Told my momma pray to god that I don't crash this whip Steady going one fifty down the fucking strip Passing all the opposition's cause they're already dead Ptsd up in my head got me smoking meds Bodie's drop down to the floor all I think is red So I'm separating bud from all these fucking stems Smoking to the brim till my eyes turn red I'm a demon I'm a killer only I know that I'm a demon I'm a killer only I know that I'm a demon I'm a killer only I know that Smoking to the brim till my eyes turn red So I'm separating bud from all these fucking stems I'm a demon I'm a killer only I know that I'm a demon I'm a killer only I know that Smoking to the brim till my eyes turn red So I'm separating bud from all these fucking stems And gave it everything I had Thinking bout the fuckin past Broke a promise should of left it but the lord taught me a lesson I was in the booth tryna write another song but the past came through my head I've Been suffering for to long Use to be down bad gave it everything I had I was gonna lose it all but then I finally got the call Can yall relate how much it hurts when you're putting everything you got But then it turns out no to be enough Look friends or not it don't even matter nah I don't give a f*ck I don't wanna have bad luck nah All you dumbass bitches suck never loyal to the heart Always loyal to the fucking dark damn Maybe I need closer I don't know yeah All I got is emptiness I'm Feeling low yeah Sparking up a blunt I'm gonna smoke yeah Put phone on my DND in my zone yeah I'm siting writing songs and milking up the bong And tryna put what's in my mind throughout the song My vibe is dark I'm waiting for the light to spark I haven't felt so good damn its been so long And walking down the lonely road I'm in the storm Dealing with my loss its causing up a storm And Lighting it up smoking it up puffin it up Fighting the war praying the lord removing the thorn It get's wicked in my city so I told them glizzy's Nine milli with a drum hanging on my hippie I get litty in my city yeah with my gang Rolling up these spliffy's with the dead soul's I tamed Got to much sauce yeah now I'm dripping BB sinners in my waist bitch I'm spinning Smoking to the brim till my eyes turn red So I'm separating bud from all these fucking stems Told my momma pray to god that I don't crash this whip Steady going one fifty down the fucking strip Passing all the opposition's cause they're already dead Ptsd up in my head got me smoking meds Bodie's drop down to the floor all I think is red Sold dope up in my basement I was making bread Till my own partner bit the hand that he was fed So I pulled up to his crib erased his fucking head Been fighting it off it's never enough been feeling pissed off No matter how hard I give it my all but its never enough I'm fighting for me it's killing me now but I got to be strong Holding it in cause nobody cares been hurting to long Smoke that shit been hurting so much Yeah feeling so down feeling like I'm gonna drown Damn feel's like I'm drowning Even though I'm moving slower Fighting hard its never over Taking shots smoking weed life is hell when you're sober facts Yeah money get's you happiness fall in love feel emptiness Yeah got a lot of issues rather smoke it off Can never find the answer rather drink it off We don't have to fight no more let's just sit and talk about it Let me know babygirl you're the one yeah you're my world Told my momma pray to god that I don't crash this whip Steady going one fifty down the fucking strip Passing all the opposition's cause they're already dead Ptsd up in my head got me smoking meds Bodie's drop down to the floor all I think is red Sold dope up in my basement I was making bread Till my own partner bit the hand that he was fed So I pulled up to his crib erased his fucking head