I'm Sorry

Three in the morning damn I just woke up Getting up from bed I'm looking at the broken mirror All the feelings in my soul I got to pile up Looking at my eyes the tears are looking like a river I'm Felling hurt It's like a curse I don't know What to even do I'm Felling hurt It's like a curse I don't know What to even do Please tell me how do I get rid of all the memories I don't really know if I can even let it be Really miss the times we had and all the memories we cherished I got to try to move it on and got to let it perish Don't get wrong I love you to the moon and back I know I barely show you all the love that you deserve Don't get wrong I know I always say that I'm okay But at the moment I keep fighting with depression every day My voice is always quiet but my mind is screaming loud I see you smile all the time and I am feeling proud Low-key wanna take it back I wanna see you now Wanna fix the problems that we got but don't know how Feeling hurt Everyday Never really know What to even say Love is always hard Never been so easy Maybe I was careless Maybe I was greedy Never really know what to even do I just wanna go and fix the problems that we Always had I'm really sorry that I broke your Heart I wasn't in the right state of mind even Left you there alone damn I'm really sorry that I made you cry You was tryna call me up but I was in my zone I'm really sorry I was dry I wasn't on my phone I was in the dark dint wanna leave my home I'm really sorry that I made you feel like you're alone You was there every time I really needed you You really helped me through the problems I was going through I Miss the times when we was always chillin' everyday Damn it's been so damn long time has really flew All the pictures that we have together they are in my phone How do I delete the pictures on my phone when I can't even press delete I be going through them all every-time I'm smoking weed I just got let it be and keep on doing me Please tell me how do I get rid of all the memories I don't really know if I can even let it be Really miss the times we had and all the memories we cherished I got to try to move it on and got to let it perish My voice is always quiet but my mind is screaming loud I see you smile all the time and I am feeling proud Low-key wanna take it back I wanna see you now Wanna fix the problems that we got but don't know how Three in the morning damn I just woke up Getting up from bed I'm looking at the broken mirror All the feelings in my soul I got to pile up Looking at my eyes the tears are looking like a river I'm Felling hurt It's like a curse I don't know What to even do I'm Felling hurt It's like a curse I don't know What to even do Don't get wrong I love you to the moon and back I know I barely show you all the love that you deserve Don't get wrong I know I always say that I'm okay But at the moment I keep fighting with depression every day All the pictures that we have together they are in my phone How do I delete the pictures on my phone when I can't even press delete I be going through them all every-time I'm smoking weed I just got let it be and keep on doing me