It's complicated

Yeah look Always got to ball even though I might fall Gonna get back up bitch I make the call Wake up everyday Bend my knees going to pray Rolling up another L I'm not feeling very well Take me out the hell I'm always on the road in the middle of the night Driving through the storm I can barely see the light Got a lot on my mind and Depression got to fight Got a lot on my plate I'm not even gonna lie Stomach caving in I can barely eat my food Writing all my songs while I'm smoking up my bong And always got to drive at night trying to get it off my mind Really hate the memories that's is going through my mind I really want to let it go this very hard to do This is why I hate the love I don't really want to love damn I'm just really tired of it all yeah And I don't really want to fight at all She calling my phone she tell me come home Baby come back I'm rolling let's smoke But I don't really know we just had another fight I'm feeling way to down I'm not even gonna lie I'm pouring my drink I'm feeling the wave And try not to think just flow it away Can't take it no more not feeling okay Don't want to talk now there's nothing to say And trying to let it go let just take it slow leave it in the past it's so hard to grasp In the dark shine the light rolling up I'm gonna light Got the Kush in my bag gonna make it last I'd rather roll up I'd rather get lit I really need time you listening right Let me have my time I'm just tryna get it right I'm Always looking fly to bad I'm not feeling right She calling my phone she tell me come home Baby come back I'm rolling let's smoke But I don't really know we just had another fight I'm feeling way to down I'm not even gonna lie I'm pouring my drink I'm feeling the wave And try not to think just flow it away Can't take it no more not feeling okay Don't want to talk now there's nothing to say Nah there's nothing to say Nah nah not feeling okay Nah nah there's nothing to say Nah nah not feeling okay Ain't tryna lose you I'm really confused Don't get me wrong I really love you The timing was wrong I really miss you I'm making this song dedicated to you And It's a lot of stress It's a lot of pain Life is such a mess Surviving everyday Nothing is the same everything has changed And I don't want to love And I don't want to trust Smoking everyday getting high everyday Always chilling with my squad they are all I got Yeah yeah Reminiscing you Yeah yeah no one else like you