Voices in my head

Just roll up you know there's a-lot time's I need to get away I be running from the past acting like I am okay Gotta get the money but the money don't buy happiness Almost fell to low cause all I wanted was to get revenge yeah I got way to many scars and most of it is in my heart Who can I go trust when everybody always did me wrong Sometimes I just wanna die even tried to end my life I don't even like to cry but when I do I always hide Damn clenching up my fist I'm punching so hard on the wall Whenever I'm so down there's nobody who I can call I be hearing voices in my head I want em dead My biggest enemy turned out to be another friend shit How you gonna do me dirty after everything we've done I guess that is just my life don't see a point to even try A couple times I hit rock bottom waiting for the end I just gave up so I just Let the suffering commence yeah Doesn't matter how hard I will try Even though I live it on life is full of fucking lies All the Pain inside me breaking out yeah All the tears will keep on flowing down yeah speaking fact's Break a promise I'm not even gonna be surprised Moving like a novice everybody left my side Isolated in my zone don't even wanna check my phone Declining every call cause all the calls declining me damn I'm not one to talk even though I'm tryna make a point And every-time I'm down all I do is smoke a joint All I wanna do is grind cause my life's on the line Be racing everywhere cause I'm just tryna cross the line Double up double everything in life Got no time I don't got no time to fucking cry Take a sip and pour a drink I'm tryna get away Going far surfing up I'm riding on the wave Fell in love with who I am cause I'm enjoying all the pain You don't got no right to talk not like you know everything If the music wasn't everything then might as well just never sing I'm to busy doing sin's f*ck it I don't give a shit I be running from the past acting like I am okay Gotta get the money but the money don't buy happiness Almost fell to low cause all I wanted was to get revenge yeah I got way to many scars and most of it is in my heart Who can I go trust when everybody always did me wrong Sometimes I just wanna die even tried to end my life I don't even like to cry but when I do I always hide speaking facts Break a promise I'm not even gonna be surprised Moving like a novice everybody left my side Isolated in my zone don't even wanna check my phone Declining every call cause all the calls declining me damn Clenching up my fist I'm punching so hard on the wall Whenever I'm so down there's nobody who I can call I be hearing voices in my head I want em dead My biggest enemy turned out to be another friend shit There's to many time's Music is Music is my therapy At this point you know I just Gotta roll up smoke a joint and Just ease off the pain just get numb Like ain't easy none of this shit is easy Just get the f*ck out of the poverty All this shit bro it's not Not some simple task you know I don't f*ck with that and Even if I'm suffering alone you know ima keep going Until Until death decides to come pick me up heh F*ck man you know just Had to let out some steam Always100