Pain

I was tryna reach out, they don't understand my pain PTSD from some shit I can't change All these flashbacks keep comin' to my brain It's a cold world, closest ones actin' strange I was tryna reach out, they don't understand My pain PTSD from some shit I can't change All these flashbacks keep comin' to my brain It's a cold world, closest ones actin' strange Same ones I used to feed, them the ones that switched on me Hit a lick on me, cause they seen what I could be Been hated since a teen, cause they seen that I was clean You wouldn't be the same if you saw the shit I seen Shoulda known that you was plotting when you came around That's why I cut off all my friends and let them come around So I depended on myself when I was feelin' down Even through all this shit, I wore my cap and gown Nights I couldn't eat, nights I couldn't sleep It was gettin' to the point I was gettin Weak People askin' me what's wrong, didn't wanna Speak It was gettin' bad, them days turnin' to Weeks I was tryna reach out, they don't understand My pain PTSD from some shit I can't change All these flashbacks keep comin' to my brain It's a cold world, closest ones actin' strange I was tryna reach out, they don't understand my pain PTSD from some shit I can't change All these flashbacks keep comin' to my brain It's a cold world, closest ones actin' strange