Keep Trying

I'm fucked up at your love without you, I don't feel like myself I've been losing me, I don't think I can hold on by myself The other night I was crying, screaming, begging for help Trying to tell you how I feel, but I don't know myself One day we gon' fall in love, live a lifetime together You know you're the one I want, I don't see no one better I keep drowning in my thoughts, my eyes keep getting redder So insecure, I still don't see what you seen in me I've been mixing all these drugs, hoping that I OD My heart is weak, I need your love while you leaving me All I ever wanted was to be the one for you My confidence is torn, I don't feel enough for you If we never love again, I hope you get this letter All the pain you're going through, I hope one day it gets better You can do anything you dream, ma, you're way too clever Trying to hold my head up and make it through this storm Trying to make it, but I'm lost, this road's way too long Smoky lungs got me coughing, my mind's way too gone Having beef with mom those nights I stay inside my room So I get high to make it through Scared of judgment, so I keep my feelings bottled up inside Visit at nanny, she said, are you okay? I told her that I'm fine She say a line, I said, I'm high, but she can tell that I been crying I don't want no one but you, please don't give up on me, keep on trying Thanks for watching