Ecstasy

I can't wake up and go back to sleep Takin' drugs, takin' ecstasy Seein' demons, seein' make-believe See these demons, they're controllin' me I can't wake up and go back to sleep Takin' drugs, takin' ecstasy Seein' demons, seein' make-believe See these demons, they're controllin' me See these demons, they take over me I want to die today, but they make me take Ecstasy Just write my pain inside these songs I hope it's make-believe But I'll be fine, that's what I say Instead of therapy, instead of therapy I write my feelings into songs Instead of therapy I smoke away the pain alone I know you're into me But trust life with me's very long But she said shut your mouth I'm here till all the days are gone But I wish I was gone, I wish I was gone Find my pain every day until I'm feelin' numb Choose the easy way out, but I can't find a gun But I can't die alone, so I'm here until the days are done I'm only here for fun now Yo, Caine, can you come over here I can't wake up and go back to sleep Takin' drugs, takin' ecstasy Seein' demons, seein' make-believe See these demons, they're controllin' me I can't wake up and go back to sleep Takin' drugs, takin' ecstasy Seein' demons, seein' make-believe See these demons, they're controllin' me