What do you want from me? (EXTENDED)

Yeah, what is it that you want from me Yeah, tell me what you want, tell me what you need I don't wanna run it down, I just need to bleed I don't wanna fight it out, I don't wanna see I don't wanna fight it out Yeah, what is it that you want from me Yeah, what is it that you want from me What would you do if I said that I was fighting demons What would you do if I said you switch up like the seasons Living to die, but I'm just living in a curse Findin' the old me and make him think you was the worse (yeah) Diving in money and make it up, I'm a nurse Shouting my lyrics so you can hear me on the verse I can get loud and drive you away in a hearse Turned my ways into lessons and diamonds be hittin' the curb, yeah Girl, the diamonds be hittin' the curb, diamonds be hittin' the curb You'll be finding a right way, finding out the dark place Yeah, i'll be fightin', girl you're a diamond I'm shooting my shot, I'm taking the lot, I'm choosing the lightning Why we fighting, I'm feeling frightening Shoot me down with your love, it's like lightning You're so enlightened You made me find my peace, but I'm still fighting my demons away I still have trouble just passing my day I still have trouble just finding my way Demons still haunt me from past, I'll explain I need to heal, but it's hard, I'm afraid One day you'll leave me alone to decay I'm still just trying to forget the way I was treated Tore me apart like I didn't have feelings And now I'm just stealing my heart from the pain But it's all just freezing, it all floats away I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed That it's taken so long to forget all this regret and pain Take my life for a walk cause I'm sick but I'm choosing to stay (Yeah, I'm choosing to stay, yeah, I'm choosing to stay) (Yeah, I'm choosing to stay, yeah, I'm choosing to stay) I don't wanna be dead, no, I don't wanna go sick, bro I just want that real tight love, you know I'm craving that shit, so Find me the one that's here for the long show Find me the one that's here when I'm low Know that it's hard to find the one when I am the one That's not even there when I feel alone You know it's different, I can't even do this shit no more There's no excuse, gotta make some distance Gotta go home, gotta do these dishes Mum always knew that my life was different But always knew that my life was distant Can't even go home now, if life was a movie Shit, I'd be moving different