i loved someone too hard and i ended up hurt

Wanna say I hate you but I love you at the same time Never thought I'd say it but I really wanna thank you Thank you for the pain that you brought me Started writing verses yeah I doubt you ever saw me Now im thinking back kinda crazy that I cried for you Now im thinking back crazy that I died for you Used to run in circles cause I couldn't ever move on "I met somebody else I swear that it's true love" True love? true love? My fault "Sorry that I loved you" Tell me Is that what you want? Tell me you lost feelings Say that I am not the one Because after everything I thought that I was done I was done I felt dumb Had me questioning my worth Leaving me alone Leaving all my pieces scattered "But I met someone new" And to her I really mattered Guess ill see you in my nightmares used to love you by my side when you really loved me Made me different promises I guess you couldnt keep them Many different signs but for you I wouldnt read them You said you wouldnt leave I was stupid I believed Tell me was it real did you ever love me? Tell me was it real did you ever have feelings Couldnt ever sleep Always thinking bout the past Sent you different text but you wouldnt ever text back Always had me thinking that it was my fault hid all my emotions had to lock them in a vault I was so in love thought about you when id wake up Never ever thought that we would ever break up Left me in the dark Falling into an abyss Left me in the dark Now I sit there Reminiscent Saw it in your look I could read your expression Never fall for it again I know I learned my lesson Wanna say I hate you but I love you at the same time Never thought I'd say it but I really wanna thank you Thank you for the pain that you brought me Started writing verses yeah I doubt you ever saw me Now im thinking back kinda crazy that I cried for you Now im thinking back crazy that I died for you Used to run in circles cause I couldn't ever move on "I met somebody else I swear that it's true love" True love? true love? My fault "Sorry that I loved you" Tell me Is that what you want? Tell me you lost feelings Say that I am not the one Because after everything I thought that I was done I was done I felt dumb Had me questioning my worth Leaving me alone Leaving all my pieces scattered "But I met someone new" And to her I really mattered Guess ill see you in my nightmares