Look at the flowers

I can't control this feeling in my hands They're guiding me to a very special place And I don't even wanna go back there Because I know what it's like and I don't I'm running thinking how to get up there I can tell my friends They'll try to take my hand And I already made a deal with him Now I just need to find my empty room I hear the voices in my head Saying it's okay to feel this way They say I did it for the love They say I did what I deserve But every time I'm here again I feel like I can't breathe the air And when my eyes can take the pain My heart just stays