Wish I Would Have

I wish I would have told you But you tryna f*ck around and break my heart So what am I supposed to Do, when there is no escaping from my part All the pain I deal with I'm starting to reveal it How I feel within my music God I really need soul healing Cause it's feeling like my heart died Lately I'm having a hard time I really hate letting my guard rise Hard times get me through the pain but only part time And yeah that's real shit Tryna figure out why I feel this way Problems bigger now and I'm feeling drained In my mind, I'll be fine I know we'll be straight Imma ride till the day I get placed in All the pain I deal with I'm starting to reveal it How I feel within my music God I really need soul healing Cause it's feeling like my heart died Lately I'm having a hard time I really hate letting my guard rise Hard times get me through the pain but only part time I wish I would have told you But you tryna f*ck around and break my heart So what am I supposed to Do, when there is no escaping from my part