ghost kid

I am a debtor to my dreams I don't know when I'll be free Or if they'll lord over me for eternity I've never learned to meet my needs If you cut me, I won't bleed My body pleads under years of debris But it's not like anybody's home I don't exist when I'm alone It's just a floating pair of headphones playing music in an empty studio But I got you (I got you) I got you (I got you) I got your lovin', my darling There's nothing more to it So when it hits And it always hits I wanna know that I'm real from the look in your eyes when we kiss It might be rain It might be fire I'm in pain But I'm alive And there's just one thing I need And it's your arms around me baby But I can't hold anything in place I watch the minutes turn to days And watch the days turn to years on my face While I don't know how to make amends I'm a ghost to all my friends For broken hearts, broken teeth, broken promises I'm never really in the right That's why I never really fight And I'm a smoke between the mirrors I've been known to disappear myself entirely It's like I don't exist (I don't exist) I don't exist (I don't exist) But you got my lovin', my darling There's nothing more to it And honey, I got you (I got you holding me here, so I'll hold here with you) And I got something true I wanna feel like I'm real cause you're real and you're feeling me too It might be rain It might be fire I'm in pain But I'm alive And there's just one thing I need And it's your arms around me baby