where did u go? (feat. ILY Em)

Every time you came into my life, I thought it'd be different But just like the ones before you, you drifted away, distant I'm vulnerable to those who live like that, it's a vicious cycle Opening up my heart, only to watch it break, it's so hard to stifle And every time I try to let someone in They slip away like sand through my fingertips I'm left wondering, why can't I make them stay Am I destined to feel this lonely every day I'm tired of this pattern that I'm stuck in, Feeling like I'm always losing, never winning. I try to find solace in therapy's embrace, But it's not working, can't find my saving grace. I thought I found a connection, someone who understood, But just like the rest, they left me misunderstood. I'm tired of the walls I build, trying to protect my heart, Only to watch it crumble when they tear it apart. Where'd you go Where'd you go Told me you would stay But you just went away Triggering the thoughts I pushed too deep inside my brain Where'd you go You left me alone I put up my guard Cause you left me with scars Thought you'd stick around And we could make it pretty far Where'd you go You left me alone I thought I found a connection, someone who understood, But just like the rest, they left me misunderstood. I'm tired of the walls I build, trying to protect my heart, Only to watch it crumble when they tear it apart. I thought I found a connection, someone who understood, But just like the rest, they left me misunderstood. I'm tired of the walls I build, trying to protect my heart, Only to watch it crumble when they tear it apart.