coulda been queen

Tragic hero Lookin at what I've become Lookin for an atlas To find myself at where I first begun Traffic All the stress you caused is now all gone But you're a good actress And I can't tell when you're hiding your thoughts Rollin back the tape Rememberin how it felt to kinda be in love Before you did it It's out there for debate But I think now I understand how it feels To be treated like shit And I hoped what we had would make you stay If you didn't really love me from the start Why'd I even fall for you Why'd I give my all to you I'm so cold while I'm underwater But out here in the sunlight I'm more responsive than any message that you saw that I had sent You're so bold by the fact that you've come closer But out there in the night sky I'm more afraid to say anything than I've already said I cant lie I thought you would be the one But guess you didn't And in my eyes What we had went so well But you turned the air turbid Why am I so hurt when you're okay If you didn't really love me from the start Why'd I even fall for you Why'd I give my all to you How does it feel to break somebody's heart I even wrote a song for you Guess' our love was false to you I gave you a chance You just took it back You might understand What we never had You never really loved me the same way Why didn't you reciprocate Hope you know it's a stalemate And honestly I hope you're not okay You left our throne an empty seat I would've gave you everything