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I know it's only been the first few weeks of school But I met you, I know you well enough to know that You are vibrant and kind and I smile every time that I look inside your eyes And I laugh when we're in that class where you exercise Yeah you beat all the guys in the room At any challenge that we tend to do Cuz you're fit but that's not it, its your personality too It's your kind heart and your sharp mind And those unexpected comments bringing wrinkles to our eyes It's the things you say and the game that you play trying to hide While I seek If I hold my breath and I keep my tongue cuz I'm so afraid she's already won Won a better heart and I've been outdone But I hope I'm wrong and that that is not the case I'm sendin texts and I'm getting replies But the things she says prove that she's not reading my mind I swear I'm making it obvious When I stare at her complexion my affection for her features like her Long black hair and her dark brown eyes And that oversised hoodie reaching over her thighs And you're hanging around bodies that you know are not mine And I feel so left out If I hold my breath and I keep my tongue cos I'm So afraid she's already won Won a better heart and I've been outdone But I hope I'm wrong and that that is not the case Every time that I stare and gaze Yeah I swear not once has she looked my way Now I wish that I could feel differently But I'm too afraid and how do I say it face to face It's breaking my heart to think about you not thinking about me It's like I'm Descartes looking for reason in philosophy Like I'm in a desert and water's the only thing I need And you are the shade I see and go because I'd rather be there If I hold my breath and I keep my tongue Cos I'm so afraid she's already won Won a better heart and I've been outdone But I hope I'm wrong and that that is not the case Every time that I stare and gaze Yeah, I swear not once has she looked my way Now I wish that I could feel differently But I'm too afraid and how do I say it face to face You are the shade I see and go because I'd rather be You are the shade I see and go because I'd rather be there But I've come this far and I might just try But I'm so afraid yet I'm still alive When I said those words and she closed her eyes And I turned my head, but to my surprise