Indigo

I see the colors Falling down like rain Blossomed shades of indigo Paint a picture on your face Make me a martyr of the times You would say I was afraid Leave me stranded deep In a grave that I had made Fill my lungs with reprieve Don't take my final breath away Leave me vacantly I see the colors Falling down like rain Blossomed shades of indigo Paint a picture on your face Lacking in communication Only gave me false expectation Hiding in the painted sky To disguise your real intention I gave you my all and you still pulled away Reaching for you now, I hesitate All I do is get in the way Without you my feelings disintegrate Thinking you really changed somehow Only for you to pick me up and disappear Falling by myself is just something I'm used to now Being alone is something I no longer fear Drowning in empty promises Held together by broken dreams I'm just a bother to you, I was the only problem This misstep has me looking up from rock bottom Letting my emotions stay tamed As I watch the watercolor go down the drain They sink away Seeing your face painted on the evening sky Knowing the shades of indigo Can never cover up your lies I see the colors Falling down like rain Blossomed shades of indigo Paint a picture on your face