Lost Again

I can't find my way out of here Looking for a friend to hold me near Trapped inside my mind, my brain is on rewind Tell me I'm not crazy but I know it's just a lie I'm tormented inside But tell me I'm just fine My hourglass is broken so it spills out all the time Picking up the seconds as the hours pass by Based on this emotion cause I'm anchored to the sky I'm feeling like I'm falling You couldn't catch me if you tried Please just let me close my eyes cause I can't find my way out of here Looking for a friend to hold me near I can't find my way I am lost again, I am lost again Guess it's the way it goes All this pain that no one knows Dig my own grave then I'll decompose Flesh and bones, contempt grows Thorn on a rose Pricking my finger on things unknown Forget the meaning of what's called home Lessen the feeling Of losing the demons I once called close Once called close Fighting myself to release all I felt But I'm trapped in this hell right now Taking the throne end up breaking my soul I feel like a mess right now Might be the end of light beaming in, seen from within I'm lost right now Talk less now, thoughtless out, foot on the mound of the hope I found cause I can't find my way out of here Looking for a friend to hold me near I can't find my way I am lost again, I am lost again