To The Flames

Throw me to the flames Purify my shame I don't wanna Feel this way Unapologetically void of all remorse Sit and talk to God Till my throat is numb and hoarse I can't even stand the sound of my own voice Bring me closer to death As I rip out my vocal cords Cause every time I Wait the problems arise And then they go away Yeah I'm in a disguise That I just can't escape I'm haunted by memories I can't erase So I pour the gasoline all over my Face Throw me to the flames I don't wanna feel this way Purify my shame Till my ashes blow away Throw me to the flames Purify my shame I don't wanna feel this way Ashes to ashes, I don't wanna feel today I stand here and just decay I stand too close to the flame On the edge Everyone is staring All I feel is the weight Soaked in gasoline just to fuel my rage Baptized in all this hate Locked inside my cage Held together by suffering and pain I just wanna feel the same I thought I could handle it Do what it take All these lies had me contemplating my fate I wish I could go back to just the other day So you could just Throw me to the flames I don't wanna feel this way Purify my shame Till my ashes blow away Throw me to the flames Purify my shame I don't wanna feel this way