Holding on (feat. Jenna Carson)

I’m holding on To the thoughts Of when you were gone I know I can’t hide How I feel inside My anxiety is starting to eat me alive I know I can’t hide How I feel inside You always said that you cared But you were never really there Yeah I deal with depression Getting caught up tryna make an impression I’m dying inside from all of the stressing I can’t get it out I’m trying But it’s harder to find But I’m fine now Trying to figure it out But I'm thinking out loud I don't even know what I'm talking about I feel like I'm just getting lost in the crowd But I'm all to myself in the corner Room full of people they don’t even know you Cause I got emotions that I can not show you Fighting my demons, got me thinking it's over I don't know how to express all my feelings right now Bury my heart six feet in the ground All of my thoughts keep bringing me down But I can't get em out It’s bringing me down Bury my heart six feet in the ground Yeah, yeah I can’t get em out No I can’t get em out It’s hard to express what I’m feeling right now I'm holding on to the thoughts inside of my head I don't wanna get out of my bed I'd rather be happy instead I’m holding on To the thoughts Of when you were gone I know I can’t hide How I feel inside My anxiety is starting to eat me alive I know I can’t hide How I feel inside You always said that you cared But you were never really there When you come and go It's hard for me to know When you'll actually show I guess lord only knows I scream and shout Till the air in my lungs run out Your love is hit or miss I can't live like this I can't live like this I'm holding on to the thoughts inside of my head I don't wanna get out of my bed I'd rather be happy instead Happy instead I can't get it out of my head